Truman Capote.
February 28, 2012
February 27, 2012
February 26, 2012
February 24, 2012
Rainy Night.
My bones clatter,
I realize sex is all elbows and ankles.
Love: a bat of eyelashes, a bite of tongue.
I realize sex is all elbows and ankles.
Love: a bat of eyelashes, a bite of tongue.
February 23, 2012
February 22, 2012
February 21, 2012
February 19, 2012
February 17, 2012
February 16, 2012
February 15, 2012
February 12, 2012
Snapshot.
this will be my biggest failing:
not to be able to (keep my head down)
not to be able to walk straight or (keep my hair out of my eyes)
here I am again
kneeling
with two fingers down a swollen throat
like the barrel of a gun.
not to be able to (keep my head down)
not to be able to walk straight or (keep my hair out of my eyes)
here I am again
kneeling
with two fingers down a swollen throat
like the barrel of a gun.
Advanced Style.
Whenever I get upset with the world, or frustrated with humanity, I watch this.
Oh my! It makes me so happy.
February 11, 2012
Pediatric Suicide
Being who you are is not a disorder.
Being unloved is not a psychiatric disorder.
I can't find being born in the diagnostic manual.
I can't find being born to a mother incapable of touching you.
I can't find being born on the shock treatment table.
Being offered affection unqualified safety and respect when
and only when you score dope for your father is
not a diagnosis.
Putting your head down and crying your way through elementary
school is not a mental illness, on the contrary.
And seeing a psychiatrist for fifteen minutes per month
some subdoormat psychiatrist writing for just what you
need lots more drugs.
to pay his mortgage Lexus lease and child's future tuition
while pondering which wine to have for
dinner is not effective
treatment for friendless and permanent sadness.
Child your sick smile is the border of sleep.
Abandoned naked and thrown to the world is not a disease.
She was unhappy just as I was only not as lucky.
Franz Wright.
Being unloved is not a psychiatric disorder.
I can't find being born in the diagnostic manual.
I can't find being born to a mother incapable of touching you.
I can't find being born on the shock treatment table.
Being offered affection unqualified safety and respect when
and only when you score dope for your father is
not a diagnosis.
Putting your head down and crying your way through elementary
school is not a mental illness, on the contrary.
And seeing a psychiatrist for fifteen minutes per month
some subdoormat psychiatrist writing for just what you
need lots more drugs.
to pay his mortgage Lexus lease and child's future tuition
while pondering which wine to have for
dinner is not effective
treatment for friendless and permanent sadness.
Child your sick smile is the border of sleep.
Abandoned naked and thrown to the world is not a disease.
She was unhappy just as I was only not as lucky.
Franz Wright.
February 10, 2012
February 9, 2012
February 8, 2012
February 6, 2012
Chapter 17.
"Where are the people?" resumed the little prince at last. "It's a little lonely in the desert…"
"It is lonely when you're among people, too," said the snake.
The Little Prince.
"It is lonely when you're among people, too," said the snake.
The Little Prince.
February 5, 2012
February 4, 2012
Libels and Dreams.
rings of blood encircle our fingers
and the spines of forgotten goodnesses
lie curled at the foot of the bed
in a heap
like euthanized cats
but still we run
hump backed and stilt-legged
crying our kingdoms
for horses
for power
for absolution
We'll take it all
but be warned, won't keep it long
determined (to) walk away empty handed
coughing and bloodied
from a battle that
was never fought
at the end of it all:
and the spines of forgotten goodnesses
lie curled at the foot of the bed
in a heap
like euthanized cats
but still we run
hump backed and stilt-legged
crying our kingdoms
for horses
for power
for absolution
We'll take it all
but be warned, won't keep it long
determined (to) walk away empty handed
coughing and bloodied
from a battle that
was never fought
at the end of it all:
begging God to say amen
to our own prayers
and furies.
February 3, 2012
February 1, 2012
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